Paradox personified. That is what I feel. That is what we all feel at some point.
Some times I feel that my skin is nothing but a shroud wrapped on me to conceal my darker self. That is what we all feel at some point.
Madness is what I want right now and I want this ecstasy to last forever.
I don't want to do what I am being told. I want supremacy. I want the next person I meet to be a lunatic, like me, with whom I can embrace the darkness.
I want to dance. I want to hit and run.
I want to win but no one should loose.
I want to see blood. I want to rise and astonish everyone with my psychotic desires!
I don't want my future to be same as my past!
I want chaos and order.
I want love and hatred.
I want to die and live again.
I want to be twined with fire and ice.
This is my own dream. My own wish!
My own? Or is it what we all feel at Some Point? Am I being naive? What refrains me & my compatriots? I go to sleep unanswered because there is nobody insane enough to give me the answer. I will wake up probably to find tomorrow same as yesterday.
